pasta.

That stuff is hecka good. :]

I would be having pasta for lunch... but my mom thought that it would be a good idea to buy huge boxes of frozen pizza. So, I'm stuck eating pizza instead. :/ And I'll be having pizza on Friday, too. Because my mom goes to work on Mondays and Fridays. But I get to eat good stuff when she's at home. Like, subway. Which really isn't that good if you eat it too often, but whatever. It's better than eating the same thing every single freaking day. :/

And yes, I KNOW THAT NO ONE READS THIS BLOG, OKAY? I'm not retarded. I didn't post it as a link on Facebook to share with everyone. Why? Well, the link for it is on my little boxy thing on the side. So, I just want to see who bothers to actually click on that link... or even read the boxy thing. P:

Speaking of boxy thing, I got on the high scores list for BoxHead 2Play Rooms. Hahaha. I win. :]

major.

I've finally figured out what I want to major in when I go to college: Asian languages and culture. That's so fobby of me, isn't it?

The reason I want to choose this major is because I can learn and memorise vocabulary and grammar fairly easily. And I already have a solid foundation in Chinese, Japanese, and Korean. So, it'd be a lot easier for me. Also, I really like studying Asian languages. :D

I'M GOING TO BE AN AMBASSADOR WHEN I GROW UP.

Actually, I have no idea what I want to do. Maybe I can go to an Asian country and teach English. Or I can travel to those countries and do make up art there. Or I can be a translator. For MANGA. <3 Haha. I'm just being weird now. But seriously, there are so many possibilities. I don't know what I'm going to do.

And I really have to thank my little sister for helping me decide on this major. She was talking about how I'm better at Korean than some of her Korean friends. Before, we were talking about how I was good at Japanese or whatever. Then, she told me that I should major in Korean. And I thought that might be a good idea, and that majoring in Japanese wouldn't be bad, either. So, I decided, why not just major in East Asian languages in general?

I already know Mandarin pretty well, but I still need to study those thingies (I forgot what they're called, but they're the four-character sayings or whatever). Because that's really important in Chinese. And I need to learn how to read. Haha. Both traditional and simplified. I can read some of both (traditional because I study Japanese kanji and simplified because that's what I learned growing up), but I definitely need to improve.

But until then, I'll study hard! :)

secret.

I figured that since no one ever reads this anyways, I'll post a secret.

If I told myself that I wouldn't eat until he called, I could lose 20 pounds.

I don't want to call him because he'll think that I'm annoying.

birthplace.

Today, I was signing up for something online, and it asks you to pick a security question. The only one I could actually answer was "where were you born?". Oddly enough, I had to actually think about it before typing in the answer.

It was weird. I mean, I know where I was born. But this one time, it felt awkward to type in "China."

This usually happens to people when they start to feel Americanised, right? But that's not the reason for me. I have no idea why. For some reason, I just don't feel Chinese anymore. And it's not because I feel like American. I honestly don't know what I am. Japanese? Korean? British? German? French? I have no clue.

japantown and july 4.

Man, I love that place. I love it so much I want to kill it.

Honestly, though. I'm sick of going to Japantown. I only go there for food and pictures. And maybe not even food. But I go there because I'm a PikaPika addict. XD

Today, I figured out that my brother is the most amazing decorator ever. He covered up our faces with a bunch of random crap. I salute him for that. Why? Because I looked really bad in that picture. And now, you can't even see me. >:D

I finally got my very own kanji dictionary! :] I'm such a nerd, I know. XD Oh, I also got a Japanese-English English-Japanese dictionary. But I use it mainly for the English-Japanese part. Because the kanji dictionary is Japanese-English. Does that make any sense at all? O.o

I think this was the first Japantown trip when I didn't buy anything. :O I'm amazed.

Alrighties, moving on to the next topic. July 4.

I hate July 4 like no other. Why? Because a certain person and I made a promise. Let's call that person Samus. (I play too many video games.) Samus promised me that we would watch fireworks together on July 4. Well, that never happened. Why? Because SHE FUCKING DUMPED ME before we could do that. :/

Okay, it's not that bad. She didn't dump me. She broke up with me. Sorry. >.>

The thing is, I don't have any feelings for her anymore. We're just friends. It's just that... I miss having someone there to hold my hand. ><

Also, I don't like to break promises. :/ And speaking of promises, another reason why I don't like going to Japantown is because one of my best friends promised to buy me a crepe the next time we go. I'm just waiting until we go before I get a crepe. Because I've never had a crepe before. P:

I WANT A FUCKING CREPE.

why can't kpop artists actually sing?

Okay, so I'm convinced that kpop singers can't actually sing. :/ So, I've decided to test various kpop singers and groups to see who can actually sing and who can't.

Keep in mind that I'm not biased towards or against any artist, and I'm not trying to bash. I'm doing this because I'm bored. XD Also, for each artist, I'll look up at least five different live performances before deciding whether they pass or fail.

Green is pass, and red is fail. Yellow is decent.

Big Bang
Daesung
G-Dragon (He can't sing, but he can rap.)
Seungri
Taeyang
T.O.P.

Brown Eyed Girls
Gain
Jea
Miryo
Narsha

Alright, I'm done for now. I seriously can't stand any more horrible singing. XD

Well, I'll be learning the Run Devil Run dance. :)

smile. :)

Okay, first, I'd like to apologise about yesterday. Stuff happened. ><

Anyways. Here is my mini rant of the day. :)

I'm truly amazed at how no one smiles while dancing anymore. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO SMILE. IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO ENJOY YOUR PERFORMANCE AND THINK YOU'RE HAVING FUN, YOU HAFTA SMILE. Yes, you smile even if you're bboying, no matter how stupid and unmanly you think it is. SO SMILE, DAMMIT.

That was my Facebook status, so I had to keep it short. :/

But seriously. When I was in guard, SMILING WAS KEY. Even if we dropped all our tosses and fucked up the entire performance, we'd always have to keep smiling. SMILE, NO MATTER WHAT. Even if you fell on your face, and now your entire face is red. No one freaking cares about that. SMILE.

So, I was on YouTube looking up kpop dance covers and stuff like that, and I can't believe that NO ONE WAS SMILING. Just because the original artists don't smile doesn't mean you don't have to. The artists were singing. That's understandable. I can't smile and sing at the same time because I'll end up laughing. I can't sing anyways, but let's ignore that for now. XD But when you're dancing and have a frown on your face, no one wants to watch you.

And then, I was lucky enough to stumble across a cover of Run Devil Run. The dancer was smiling. :O I was so amazed. And she's hecka good, too. Way better than those non-smiling dancers. :/ Check out her channel! :D [Link]

Uhh. There was something else I wanted to talk about, but I forgot. Oh, wells. :/