it's nice to know i made a difference.

A really big difference.
So big that I can't even talk to my supposedly "bestest buddy."

Don't you just love it when you can change the world?

:/

my new jordans ♥

Aren't they beautiful? ♥

I went to Champs today, and I was looking for shoes. I realised that they only have the really small guy sizes (6, 6.5, 7) online, and I almost cried. But I had fun looking at the pretty shoes in the guys section, anyway.
Then, I moved on to the womens section. Nothing there. There's never anything worth looking at there. Except the Jordans. But besides that, there's really nothing.
And I got to the kids section. And I looked around. And then Jessica and Calvin came by. Then they left. And then, I suddenly saw these.
Love at first sight.
I stared at them for so long. They were $85, so I didn't really want to buy them, but I asked my mom if I could try them on anyway. They fit really well, and I liked them a lot. Then, my dad came to tell me that it was time to go. I asked him if I could get these. He said okay, and then I told him it was $85. He inspected the shoes and said, "These are for basketball." "I know," I replied. So, we got into an arguement about how I can't wear these in the rain. I think my mom got kind of annoyed so she was like, "Okay, seriously, she wants them. Let her get them."
And he bought them for me. ♥
And it turns out that they were only $70. :]

And I brought home my new Jordans and took too many pictures of them.

The End.

i feel so selfish.

But his heart has no room for me.

i kind of miss colourguard.

Just kind of.

I want to spin a gun so badly right now....
DOES ANYONE HAVE ONE I CAN BORROW?

it's cold today.

Right now, I want to be...
`cuddled up with Justin, Thomas, Jessica, Calvin, and Nathanael on one couch.
`watching a Miyazaki movie.
`making fun of the movie.
`wearing my warm slippers.
`laughing and having fun with my friends.
`WARM.

Remember this, guys? Let's do it again sometime. :]

probes.

Aren't they cute? :]

this is bad.

I'm starting to not want to bboy anymore. Not because I've lost interest, but because I'm not strong enough. Remember how I said I want to be the best bgirl in the world? I don't know if I can anymore. I'm losing my strength. Time is limited. I won't be able to regain my strength.

I used to think being the best bgirl in the world was possible. But now I don't know if I can anymore. And it makes me sad to know that I can't be the best anymore. My "problem" is slowly killing me inside, robbing me of what little strength I had. I don't want to continue like this. I want to bboy.

Remember how I said that bboying comes from the heart?
...what if my heart's dead?

泣きたい。

I want to bboy without any hindrances.

I want to bboy.

I'm sorry, but I don't know how long it'll be before I have to stop. I am so sorry.