my manliness, women, and the fucking media.

Okay, before I get into what stuff about my manliness, I just have to say that BONAMANA is the most annoying song ever. So I changed it to Futatsu no Kuchibiru, which is the ending song from my favourite drama ever. Tokyo Dogs. :D You have to watch it. :D Best drama ever. It's a Japanese police drama.

Ughh. I'm so distracted right now. A fly landed on a roll of tape next to the computer, and now I'm just watching it. Hoping it doesn't get away. :/ Flies are shiny green, apparently. Hmm. I didn't know that. Haha, the fly flew into the light and got burned. Incandescent lights FTW. Haha.

Anyways, back to what I was actually going to write about.

I'm seriously not manly enough. Of all my guy friends, I'm the least manly. I just realised that today, when I went to the mall. See, my guy friends would never, ever go into Victoria's Secret or Sephora or Wet Seal or any of those girly stores. Uhh. Well, let's just say that I don't mind going in there. I went into Victoria's Secret. Why? Because they had a sale on fragrances and lotion and stuff like that. Okay, I have to admit, I love Victoria's Secret lotions and body butter. And now, they have this souffle thing, which is really awesome. XD I got one that smells like apple, and one that smells like candy. :D I like the candy one the best. :]

I also have a Bath and Body Works obsession. I love their hand sanitisers and foaming soap. They smell so good. XD

See, the thing is, I have one friend who doesn't mind going into Victoria's Secret and Sephora and stuff. He says it's because he always gets dragged in there by his mom. Well, he's still manlier than me because he doesn't actually buy anything from there. Or does he...? Even if he did, he's still manlier because he's more buff than me. Haha.

Funny thing is, I'm not gay. Even though I love girly stores. Oh, I also buy expensive moisturisers and cleansers from Macys. My favourite is Clinique's Moisture Surge Extra. :D

I need to shut up.

But I'm still somewhat manly because
`I use Gatsby. For men.
`I use Mandom facial cleansers. For men.
`I have man boobs.
`I bboy.
`I wear guy clothes.
`My hair is shorter than some other guys' hair.
`Other people think I'm a guy. That should count for something, right? P:

And of course, my favourite reason...

I TALK ABOUT PENISES ALL THE TIME.

Did you know that the plural form of "penis" can, in addition to "penises," also be "penes"? You're welcome for the info, btw. :D

Apparently, my mom bought an outfit or pants or some type of clothing that can help you burn fat...? O.o Never heard of that. Seems interesting, though. I ought to try that. Haha. I'll feel like a woman. XD

On the topic of that... why are women so obsessed with their weight? I don't get it. Is there something wrong with weighing more?

IT'S ALL THE MEDIA'S FAULT. Women always go along with what the media says. If the media says that women should be skinny and anorexic, women try to lose weight like crazy. If the media says that women should have curly hair, the next day, every woman has curly hair. I think it's stupid. And it's not just women. Why should the media dictate how everyone lives their lives? Why should the fucking media decide that women have to be skinny, otherwise, everyone will hate them?

I seriously don't get it. I think that people who starve themselves or overexercise or force themselves to puke are really despicable. Okay, so maybe that was a bit harsh, but it really pisses me off. Why can't people just learn to love who they are? Why do people try to change themselves to fit in?

And that applies to the fashion magazines and stuff like that. All that crap that the models are wearing... I mean, does that even look good? Sure, some people might like it, but what really makes me mad is when everyone tries to wear that. The thing is, I wouldn't mind that. That is, I wouldn't mind that if everyone who tries to wear that actually likes what they're wearing. I hate it when people dress in a certain way in order to fit in. Okay, first of all, they would probably be able to fit in better if they actually decided to be themselves. How much longer will they be able to fake it?

Ughh. It's 9:30, and I'm hecka tired. I have summer school tomorrow morning, so I'm going to sleep now.

Peace.