day 7: my ex.

My ex... huh?

I loved him. I really did. He was everything to me. He made me smile. He helped me bring out my true self. He helped me realise who I really was.

He was so important to me.

He made me happy. Seeing him smile, seeing his happiness... that made me truly happy.

He was my entire world.

But then...
He broke up with me. It made me feel as if a huge chunk had been torn from my heart. There was a hole in my heart. A hole that seemingly no one could fill.
I cried for months. It took me the entire summer to get over him.

Even now, I still sometimes think about him. It's been more than a year.
Really though, I just miss having someone there to hold my hand.

Because of him, though, I learned that high school relationships won't last.

It brought me closer to God.
It made me realise that only God's love will last an eternity.
Because God is love.

In an indirect way, it brought me closer to my two best friends now.

It also helped me realise the beauty of DANCE.

Honestly, I'm really glad that he broke it off.
I am who I am now because of him.
I'm really thankful to him.

The four months that we were together brought me out of depression and made me truly happy.

Thank you.