it's nice to know i made a difference.

A really big difference.
So big that I can't even talk to my supposedly "bestest buddy."

Don't you just love it when you can change the world?

:/

my new jordans ♥

Aren't they beautiful? ♥

I went to Champs today, and I was looking for shoes. I realised that they only have the really small guy sizes (6, 6.5, 7) online, and I almost cried. But I had fun looking at the pretty shoes in the guys section, anyway.
Then, I moved on to the womens section. Nothing there. There's never anything worth looking at there. Except the Jordans. But besides that, there's really nothing.
And I got to the kids section. And I looked around. And then Jessica and Calvin came by. Then they left. And then, I suddenly saw these.
Love at first sight.
I stared at them for so long. They were $85, so I didn't really want to buy them, but I asked my mom if I could try them on anyway. They fit really well, and I liked them a lot. Then, my dad came to tell me that it was time to go. I asked him if I could get these. He said okay, and then I told him it was $85. He inspected the shoes and said, "These are for basketball." "I know," I replied. So, we got into an arguement about how I can't wear these in the rain. I think my mom got kind of annoyed so she was like, "Okay, seriously, she wants them. Let her get them."
And he bought them for me. ♥
And it turns out that they were only $70. :]

And I brought home my new Jordans and took too many pictures of them.

The End.

i feel so selfish.

But his heart has no room for me.

i kind of miss colourguard.

Just kind of.

I want to spin a gun so badly right now....
DOES ANYONE HAVE ONE I CAN BORROW?

it's cold today.

Right now, I want to be...
`cuddled up with Justin, Thomas, Jessica, Calvin, and Nathanael on one couch.
`watching a Miyazaki movie.
`making fun of the movie.
`wearing my warm slippers.
`laughing and having fun with my friends.
`WARM.

Remember this, guys? Let's do it again sometime. :]

probes.

Aren't they cute? :]

this is bad.

I'm starting to not want to bboy anymore. Not because I've lost interest, but because I'm not strong enough. Remember how I said I want to be the best bgirl in the world? I don't know if I can anymore. I'm losing my strength. Time is limited. I won't be able to regain my strength.

I used to think being the best bgirl in the world was possible. But now I don't know if I can anymore. And it makes me sad to know that I can't be the best anymore. My "problem" is slowly killing me inside, robbing me of what little strength I had. I don't want to continue like this. I want to bboy.

Remember how I said that bboying comes from the heart?
...what if my heart's dead?

泣きたい。

I want to bboy without any hindrances.

I want to bboy.

I'm sorry, but I don't know how long it'll be before I have to stop. I am so sorry.

lap chong.

I was listening to a song from Castle in the Sky, and I started thinking about lap chong. :D

you learn something new every day.

And what did I learn? :]

Like piano songs :D the way u play is amazing :p
u maybe have a crappy piano but the way u play is wut makes it sound beautiful!
Cuz that one song u played, wen we got to ur house on Wednesday, sounded amazing. If u play it on another piano I bet it'll b even better! Better than better lol.

J.Chau :3

He makes me smile. :]

today, i realised how disgusting this world is.

Don't believe me?

Look around you.

first band practise.

I Killed Edward had our first band practise today. It was awesome and really fun. I had a great time jamming with my fellow band members. :] They are so nice. ♥

My mom thought I was going to get raped or something because the band members looked... intimidating? Scary? Rapist-like? I dunno. She's still a bit paranoid, but she's going to let me go to practises in the future. So it's all good. :] And my dad isn't against it, either.
Apparently, dancing is worse than making music that will kill people's ear drums. Lovely. :/

Anyway, I figured out that I could actually kind of sort of play keyboard. :D

And RIP, my ears. >< I'm bringing ear plugs next time. Or noise-cancelling earphones. Not that they'll help. We were really really really LOUD.

And... umm... to you, the reader: LIKE US ON FACEBOOK. :]

lol. pe teachers.

Yesterday, my PE teacher divided us up into teams for soccer. She asked all the athletes to stand up.

So, what did I do? I stayed sitting.

Because it takes an athlete to breakdance, but an artist to bboy.
I don't breakdance.
I prefer to think of bboying as an art rather than a sport.
Sports don't allow you to express yourself. You have to play by the rules.
In bboying, there are no rules. It's just you and the floor.
Dance to your heart's content.
Express yourself however you want.
That's what bboying is.

Bboying comes from the heart.

damn.

So. I'm at my best friend's house, and he's pissed off at me. Because I hit him with a pen after he said "it's so gay."
Why doesn't he realise how much it hurts me whenever someone says that?

Damn, I'm on the verge of crying right now. Maybe I should just go home. I'm tired of faking my smiles.

i'm so funny.

I've only posted 6 times in October.
I fail.