this is bad.

I'm starting to not want to bboy anymore. Not because I've lost interest, but because I'm not strong enough. Remember how I said I want to be the best bgirl in the world? I don't know if I can anymore. I'm losing my strength. Time is limited. I won't be able to regain my strength.

I used to think being the best bgirl in the world was possible. But now I don't know if I can anymore. And it makes me sad to know that I can't be the best anymore. My "problem" is slowly killing me inside, robbing me of what little strength I had. I don't want to continue like this. I want to bboy.

Remember how I said that bboying comes from the heart?
...what if my heart's dead?

泣きたい。

I want to bboy without any hindrances.

I want to bboy.

I'm sorry, but I don't know how long it'll be before I have to stop. I am so sorry.